Work was not so good today. Feeling very down after the second day of the workshop. Like I don’t belong, like I’m not good enough, my expertise is replaceable, like my opinion wasn’t taken seriously, and I was talked over the top of. This is my life, who the hell am I, what value do I have? It seems sometimes that all I have is running, and sometimes that isn’t enough. At times like this there doesn’t seem to be much between this time and another low time in my life. What if I get injured or sick? What if I lose my job?
I’m going for a run now, so I hope to feel better afterwards.
I am back and I am running well. Only one more day and then get ready for Country Championships. I like how going for a run can put things into perspective.
Just imagine how bad I would feel after a day at work like today if I couldn’t run?
10.5km 47.52. Went through 10km in about 45:10
Another thing that makes me glad I was born me and not someone else, is being born in Australia. I feel lucky to have been born in a country with such amazing natural beauty and unique animals and plants.
